1 Black Girl. Many Words.: On Rihanna Teaching Me to Say No to Modesty Cultur...

1 Black Girl. Many Words.: On Rihanna Teaching Me to Say No to Modesty Cultur...: I immediately fell in love with Rihanna's outfit for this year's CFDA Fashion Awards! I do not know much about fashion but the ou...

BOW!

the BLACK MAN will continue to be a target until we stop targeting ourselves and each other.

HATE bein broke

(written sometime in late July)

There's no feelin like bein broke..

MY BEID. college happened.

college is a scam.. im convinced.

I AM A MODEL.... headass

so im in california; been here for 2 weeks.
I have a good friend out here who takes pics for a hobby.. great job too!!
i just wanna put the pics up from the photoshoot i did the other day... feelin like a video vixen... cant let any executives or family see these.. mm mm mm.
they're cool as hell tho..

I cant go...

For all the years that I've been in school since the 6th grade my mom has been completely ancy about me going out to parties, KNOWING that i love to dance...
I mean i understand in middle school not letting your kids go out, I went to my first party in the 6th grade and had the best time of my life.. I never asked to go to any in the 7th or 8th, but when my 9th grade year hit.. I WANTED OUT!

Ever since an incident my sophomore year at a party near my house when my friend got jumped while we were waiting for my mom to pick us up I've been doomed in being allowed to go out. We got into so much shit that night with the laws; having to drive back up there. parents meeting. filing reports... so much drama & my mom never wanted me to go out again... so i barely EVER even ask.. unless i really wanted to go..

Flower Feen

Today.. was a good bad day...
Today.. i wasted gas...
i wasted time..
i broke the right side mirror of my car off.
i didn't get to work out at the gym.
i cant get on formspring anymore from work.
i didn't get to download songs to my ipod.
i was late to work.
im sleepy as hell.. & still a lil high..
i haven't eaten anything today but left over pound cake (but that's because im half broke and half fat, so NOT buying food seems more easy than hard!)

BUT... the good thing is..

I got some flowers from corey...
he always gives me flowers..SUCH a GENTLEMAN!!!
gotta love em..
its like anytime i ask for em (besides one time, but that's because he was being SLOW and couldn't catch a HINT) I GE EM!
Even when i dont ask for em, its not like he wouldn't go pick none for me ANYWAY cus he would...