THE 1ST OF THE MONTH

So on this journey called life I've seem to run across a young man by the name of Corey, 
He as a whole deserves his OWN blog dedicated to him from me, so I'll try not to go too deep on the essence of his existence in my life!


The topic is... THE FIRST OF THE MONTH!!!

You see; in the hood, the First of the month is PAYDAY! You getcho welfare checks! So now you can go grocery shopping (the kids be hungry near the end of every month), buy you some weeeed(the good stuff, the K*SH, not the regular co*n you get up the street), liquor (the HARD stuff, plus some ice so you can make margaritas, oh and flavoring mix Cu's we pourin it UP tonight), clothes (that new club fit you been havin yo eye on for three weeks.), and anything that satisfies your needs & wants. (Which ties into mostly WANTS because if you in the hood living off welfare, you coulda put the welfare money up for things you NEEDED and been OUT the hood by now.) ...

Corey is my best friend. my BEST boy Friend!

I met him while i was working at candy world one evening, he had NO intentions what so ever on getting my number or tryna holla at me or anything of that matter, he just wanted to find a certain candy (that we didn't have) for his mom so he could get the hell outta there. ... But he didn't.. and he came with he cousins who was EATIN UP ALL THE CANDY, and actin asses, they made me laugh... he cousin got my number bt i told him we could strictly be homies.. & we still are..

I'm not sure how i ended up textin corey; but i did, and we got cool... real cool.. plus maybe i had a crush on him (because he showed no interest in me and i oddly find that EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE.)
-due to my senses. I see right through men, and when one isnt showing me HIM, then i have a harder time reading them, and then i become interested...
AANNNDD after all this texting we started seeing each other (he'd moved to my hood for a while with his cousins), hangin out, chillin, teachin each other things, blah blah blah..
ssoooooooooooo i say all this to make the point clear that me & corey are close, and always hang out. and i love em.. ok.

Recently he moved back to the hood, and so id have to go there to see him... (which i did because he's like crack to me) andddd soo i  met new family..
Dimplez.... MYYYYY NIGGAA.. his cousin, she is sooo super throwed and GHETTO, -his whole family is ghetto, and i love it.
I love being around them, their family, kinda reminds me of mine & my childhood growin up in san diego.. jus straight ghetto. only difference is we were strivin HARD to get out; to do better, reach above and beyond our surroundings, we had better opportunities and chances... and look at us now... ... ANYWHO.

Dimplez (the nickname i gave her) and myself have become sumn like best damn friends. She's 21.. got 3 kids, but they're never at her apartment when im there cept her lil girl (she want's them in better places anyway)... well the point is she's 21...

and 21 year olds can buy liquor....

Yesterday was the first of the month.....
There was noodles, new pampers, ALL KINDSA SNACKS! -thank God for food stamps, and there was I... with my car.. ready to roll out to south dallas to get some cherry K*sh, a good luck burger, and some DRANKKKSS!


& we did.
Came home. ---roll up, go up, ... never came dow...
THAT SHIT WAS AMAZING!!!!

everyone sittin in the house, playin cards, dancin, drinkin, laughin..

JUST CHILLIN (like these people)

wow.

Good energies. vibrations & meditations. I felt it.



Dimplez made THE BEST alcoholic beverage i've ever had but i couldn't have much because i had to drive home =(

The point of this all is.... I WAS GONE... HE WAS GONE.... EVERYONE WAS GONE..
hell i even think the baby might had had second hand high. smh...


I came home and got on ustream... till bout 1..
I maxed out at 250 viewers last night man.. i was REALLYY TRIPPIINN..

Yall think i PLAY crazy, but i AM crazy, and that's something I've learned to take pride in. Because alot of people play crazy, but to actually be crazy is a GIFT.. a TALENT.. that I possess.

& with this said I'm singing off.....
if you get welfare, HI FIVE!!! & we gon work on maybe slowly but surely pullin ourselves up to not have to rely on those to survive in this society... eventually, we will make it..

BUT UNTIL THEN!
celebrate the first of the month...